the body is consisted of 80% of water..and although water in itself is clear and transparent it still does contain impurities...only the pure and distilled can be considered PERFECT...i admit that i am more water than most...very free willed and free flowing...but not PURE...and without water in the blood...blood becomes sticky and can clot...and internal clotting can be fatal and cause blockage...externally, blood alone will clot, dry, die and slough off...everyone has water within them but depends on how much is intaken and absorbed...EVERYONE NEEDS WATER...
I'm only bloggin this because of recent events that has occurred and this particular tatement though not specifically targed towards me but subliminally presented...and I'm not making this statement to anybody particular either...but this is a general opinion...so take it as i is..there is no direct correlation...but may affect many in a metaphorical way...so don't hate...appreciate...don't take it to heart...jus add it to your cart...
in anyhoo...yess...blood is thicker than water...and i stick to my blood ties very seriously...but understand this...immediate blood ties are stronger ... and secondary does come next but can be equally strong...and still very important to my life...but when my immediate blood is diluted by 'water' pure or not...i do feel hurt...yes...i bleed and bruise and takes a while to heal...and it hurst even more when i'm not understood after all the extension of hospitality and cordial considerations that i put myself out for others...one moment was all i wanted by my feelings were not at all considered...i felt very unappreciated and depressed..
i tried my best...and and that is all i can do...and i only ask others to try their best and try to understand me...i consider myself a very generous person and understanding...i don't take a lot of things personally...and i allow chances for other to redeem themselves to me...i don't keep grudges either...however...its 3 strikes and that's it...and when i'm pissed...(an i make it clear to all)...everyone better look out...i'd have anybody's back whether or not they are blood or not...whether they are right or not so much right...i'm supportive in everyone with their choices and decisions...BUT...when you piss me off...ur bes bet is to stand back, stay away from me unless you reallllllllly wanna hear it...and I WILL say it as it is...
however i can be the biggest person out of everything too...i will extend my apologies in order to squash it all...i can be forgiveful if sorries are sincere...i don't hold grudges but i also do not forget...trust is precious and can be easily broken by glass but not easily repaired by any type of adhesive...and even if it is mended by whatever means .. its more susceptible to breakage and may not be repairable again...
so now what...my thoughts have been on this for some time...am i really happy ?!?!?!?...kinda sorta...but because of recent turn of events it has made me think...I HATE DRAMA...its' ok to hear it and for people to vent to me and ask for advice...but if i'm involved...i just don't like it...i;ve never been in drama this deep before in my life...i'm not running away..but i need to run towards happiness...happiness with myself and for my family...if i'm not happy my family doesn't function well...
strengh and healthy blood is what i long for...so do i go "HOME" where it is the strongest...do i go to my "CABIN" where it was peaceful...or do i stay in "PLACE" where it rains constantly and water is free flowing all round and under bridges but can be blocked by damns...I DON'T KNOW... *sigh*
